Sick

23th August 2008 - Saturday

It was also mom’s bday~ Today’s wether was kinda hot too~ I woke up with a fever~ 38.5 celcius~ Normal human temperature is 37~ So it was juz a bit fever~ Decided not to tell mom. Yet. Everything seems to be turning and my vision was bit yellowish and blur~ I’m still ok… Still walking… Steadily… Cant stand up for too long cos it’d get worse~ Mom was rushing me to get dressed cos she and dad are goin for a buffet lunch with my cousin~ Dad was angry and started saying something i cant remember well~ It has something to do with "Might as well dun go, dammit~"~ Mom was not really happy bout it and i juz took the keys and lock the gate~ Mom dropped me at the bridge opposite my college~ It seems eternity to get there~ The stairs seem so tall suddenly~

Finally reach college~ Zhao Yun wasnt there~ So i waited at the main block~ Darn~ Ask me come before 11am and he’s not even at the lecturer’s room~ Wait lorh~ Den the receptionist told me to go up to the Illustration department and look for some lady and when i went up, Zhao Yun answered the door~ He gave me the briefing~ Storyboard~ Crap..thts the last thing i need now is another freaggin storyboard argh!!!

After that i slowly walked all the way to the bus stand feeling all super dizzy~ I took a sit a couple of times so that i dont faint lolx~ Its embarrasing to faint in the middle of a mall and esp when ur all by urself~ Looks kinda pathetic ~_~ Altho i wish i dun mind fainting in the arms of my knight in shining armour *grins*~ Watch too much fairy tales RAWR~ Then i slowly walk home under the bright hot sun~ Urgh i wish it wasnt so hot today~ I went to the bed as soon as i reach home which was around 11:30am~ Adam was msging me and i wanna slp (I skipped some msgs cos i REALLY NEED TO SLEEP)~ He was scolding me and bugging me to call or at least msg blushie that im sick~ I msgd him~ Nope, still no reply~ Sighs~ As i remember the time when i woke up it was almost 7pm~ Hasnt eaten anything since morning~ I dun even feel like eating anything~ Feel so tired… I went down lie on the couch and decided to ask mom cook some white porridge without anything on it~ I went to the kitchen to get some crackers~ Jacobs~ Healthy food mah~ As i put into my mouth~ Yucks… Bitter~ Duno wether its my tongue got prob or the cracker IS bitter~ Then i went bk to the couch for a lil nap again~ Keep having dreams~ Loadsa dreams~ Earlier dream was bout Blushie~ Then i went dwnstairs and nap again i had another dream~ This time its bout Adam~ Woke up and had my porridge~ Decided to tell mom "mom,i caught a fever" and i was crying~ I think its a bad habit, like, the tears automatically comes down whenever i tell mom im sick~ Weird huh~

Went online to tell susu i cant maple today cos was sick~ Then logout and sleep at 10:15pm~ Adam still bug me bout calling him~ Couldnt do it~ The last time i called without notice, it was kinda awkward cos he said he’d talk to me later which he did and it was really awhile~ It felt kinda like, rejected or something~ Im already weak physically, dun make my heart weak pls…

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