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12th August 2008 - Tuesday

Business and Client Management presentation~

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10th August 2008 - Sunday

Hamtaro came to my hse at 2pm and asked me to go out cos he wanna give me something~ There he was, to my surprise, with a baskin robin cake and i was seriously shocked~

I went to Shogun japanese buffet~ It was HEAVEN there~ So many fewds and *drools* sushis, and seafood… aaaa… There were SheaLeen, KimHui, Henry, Eric and me~ The rest couldnt make it cos of work (i bet later when i work, i’d probably missed alot fun too T_T)~ Since we couldnt take pics on the food, we took pics AFTEr the meal and we celebrated mine and Eric’s bday (1st Aug~Happy belated bday!!!)~

Kill 2 birds with one stone, and the cake also 2 in 1~ It looks more like a wedding cake cos it was like : (Happy birthday) Jackie & Eric~ LOL~
*pics edited and all pics will be post in personal blog*

This is the EVIL JACKIE~ BEWARE or i shall CURSE you!!!

*Lazy wanna type in  2 blogs~ So basically this blog is a reminder to me of the great times i had~*

9th August 2008 - Saturday

I went to the maple birthday with Tze Ling and her 2 friends (not sure wad names) but they were her didi. He was being so cute and polite and even called me "jie jie" lolx~Tze and I decided to go 1st cos Kim Hui wasnt there yet and we’re suppose to meet SheaLeen at TOA. Not knowing wad time KH would arrive we start our journey at 12pm. We started talking happily bout the maple thingy in the car and we got so excited that Tze missed a turn. After Sunway we were suppose to go dwn the fly over but she took the fly over instead and we ended up at Bangsar. We got lost and end up some resident area with all the SUGOII houses. There’s this house that looked like a castle *rolls eyes*. Why would you want a castle? Trying to be a kid and "live happily ever after" kinda fairy tale ar? But we were WAH-ing and WOO-ing along the way. So even if we got lost we still had "fun" lolx. We reached 1 Utama area around 1pm++.

*post edited~ pics will be in my personal blog~ Lazy wanna upload it here larh >_<*

Anyway, during the event i met up with Kadamode, Pukalapuka (and their photographer~Why in the world they need photographer when you can take pics yourself???~These fella really knw how to spend their money =_=lll), DinoBonie(DADDY), urss (OMG SHE’S AN OLD LADY ARGHOMGWTFNESS), casajin (she went up the stg and won 2 bottles and gave one bottle to her fren : babyPEG~ eek), babyPEG, krogx (susu), Vic (he came last min), Kyo (jw) and his frens (duno wad name >_<), Thomas & Mira and Pollty, and last but not least, woshiirag3~ tht woshiirag3 omg sia she~ She won the 2nd prize for maple cash lucky draw~ RM150 + 200k a-cash(i think so…). ARGH!!! Dulan lar yorrr!!!

8th Aug 2008 - Friday

Think Olympic only happens in stadiums meh~ TOA also can have Olympic also arh~ I finally finished my marker (PLS GAWD DUN FAIL ME AGAIN ARGH!!!)~ Was rushing it like mad~ My aunt fetched me to college and I was suppose to hand up my marker final project ; Olympic. It was due 2pm today~ I arrived college zhun zhun 2pm and it was hell to me~ I ran all the way to the main block without stopping and for someone that did not exercise it was a suffering~ Its as tho the world dont supply enough air for me to breathe~ Up the stairs i ran to find the class monitor and found out he wasnt there i pass to my classmate~ Den i shun bian pass up my stuff for May-Ann’s class~ Can you just imagine how awsome may-ann was~ She just asked why am i not in her class~ I said i need to finish up my final marker~  Then she said she’d mark the attendance for me~Woots! May-Ann I LOVE YOU LOADS!!!~

Then down the stairs to CIMB to bank in my pay check~ Oh yeah speaking of pay check, this was wad happened yesterday:

We woke up (actually i stayed up all night again) to send dad to Bangkok for a business trip~ He needs to be there to check out the engineering stuff~ it was 4am and outside was so cold and chill~ Wind was blowing and i felt really cold and creepy~ Then came bk i slp awhile and later mom and i  went to Bukit Bintang to get my pay check from Regine~ The Ambi Pur i worked for~ We went shopping for some stuff and till now i cant believe i actually bought myself a pair of HEELS~ Hmph talk bout GIRLY stuff, i bought something that so not me~ But it was so cute and it was on sale >_<~ I got a feeling i’d surely fall dwn cos of the imbalance heels behind~ It’s the type tht tajam and sebatang~ I used to laugh at those ladies whn they walk, their legs seem to shake shake~ Now ppl would laugh at me =_=lll~

Then i went to look for some clothes~ Aah, P&Co, SEEDS, Padini, those were my lady-like brand that i’d go in and take a peep at~It’s a lady-girlie clothes that i love the styles but darent wear it cos obviously i dun have the body to wear it~ I guess simple and plain would be my style~

It was raining and after i got my pay check at McD, mom and i sat down and waited for the rain to stop~ There was this lady running with this really weird expression on her face~ First time i saw her i was like, "ok…" den 2nd time i saw her "whoa…why is she smiling in that weird way?!?"~ i looked at her running~ Den i turned to mom, den we 2 laughed~ To think of it, that was the golden moment to me~ Mom and i never laugh together for years~ Never spend time and had laugher and teasing together for years~ She’s always so stressed bout alot stuff~ We talked bout alot of stuff like uhm, (i cant believe im saying this) what i wanted for my bday~ i never talk to my family bout my bday before and this is the 1st time in my life i talked bout it~ Well, being 21 is a special case so heck its just a small gift with alot meaning~ I wanted a key pendant from my mom cos it means freedom (or so it says)~ Its only meaningful if its given to me by mom~ All these years its always been angpow with money…I even talked to her bout my work, my college ( but not my love life…she’s not ready for it)~

Blushie finally called after missing for 2-3 days~ He just said sorry… Sorry is just a word… It doesnt turn back time and undo wad you did~ You dont just dissapear for 3 days and say "hey i’m sorry i  had been bz~ I will be bz till next month (WHAT?!?)"~ I didnt talk much tht day~ i was kinda upset and unhappy bout it~ Tried not to show it~ Thn i asked him weather we should leave it till he finish his college cos i seriously cant stand of not talking to my own bf even a day~ If he does this to me it only means one thing~ I’m in his way if he msg me(i didnt even get a single msg saying he’s bz)~ If his work is more important than sending me ONE msg, den ok lar…Maybe we should reconsider~

Adam called again suddenly and this time he was crying his hearts out~ Why am i not in tears? I felt im not being fair to him~ I’m hurting him way too much and i didnt cry means my heart has changed to stone? I wanna talk to Blushie~ I want him to comfort me~ Where is he? Why izint the one closest to me comfort me but its other ppl tht comfort me? Whats the use of bf? If thts the case i’d rather have loadsa frens and have them to comfort me rather than my own bf cos he’s not there for me whn i need him~

I’ve lost something tht was once precious to me~ I let go of the precious thing~ Hoping i can get a closer look~ But the closer i get, the further it goes~ Maybe i shoudnt try too hard…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5-ctIC65PV0&feature=related
Loving this song… Too bad i cant find the URL to dwnload into blog, so i juz put the website…

Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

1.To My Friends Who Are - SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love’s only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

2.To My Friends Who Are - NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn’t about becoming somebody else’s "perfect person." It’s about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

3.To My Friends Who Are - PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
Never say "I love you" if you don’t care. Never talk about feelings if they aren’t there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn’t intend to catch her fall and it works both ways…

4.To My Friends Who Are - MARRIED
Love is not about "it’s your fault", but "I’m sorry." Not "where are you", but "I’m right here." Not "how could you", but "I understand." Not "I wish you were", but "I’m thankful you are."

5.To My Friends Who Are - ENGAGED
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

6.To My Friends Who Are - HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them .

7.To My Friends Who Are - NAIVE
How to be in love: Fall but don’t stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

8.To My Friends Who Are - POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it’s more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

9.To My Friends Who Are - AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you Love has no idea how you feel. . .

10.To My Friends Who Are - STILL HOLDING ON
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn’t worth it. If he/she isn’t worth it now he’s/She’s not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go . . .

11.TO ALL MY FRIENDS . . .
My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.

4th August 2008 - Monday

Today i went yam cha with this really really old fren and he was being a gentleman (i wish ALL MEN got his gentlemaness). He came dwn to Subang by KTM and we went Carrefour (i didnt wanna go so far cos i’ll be walking home later) and we talked bout how’s things with us. After that he kinda walked me home till the guard house cos it seems safe there. It was really nice of him to take the bus and walk home with me with his bag and all. I knw he’s tired after work and pity him for having to send me back.

I reached my home and then this small lil kitten pop out of nowhere and scared the hell outta me. It was white in color and its tail is brownish white. It’s so small and cute awww…i stroke it awhile and thought it would go away after that but it continued to follow me to the doorstep. I took it in and mom got so freaked out after seeing that poor lil kitty. I brought it to the backyard and feed it with keropok lolx. There wasnt any meat leftover for the kitty so i just let it play with me. It was so manja (i meant VERY VERY manja) and it was so nice to manja with a cat. I guess i like animals and people (boyfren if posible lolx) that are manja with me.

Today i asked everyone wether shud i cut my hair or not. I had a long hair for ages and when i cut my hair, mom didnt really like it and said i looked like a boi. When i had long hair, it looked bit like Tiffa and when i had it short, it looked bit like Paine. A true FF fan woots. I got more votes for cutting it then having it long. And when i asked mom wether i shud cut my hair or not she said dun cos its ugly. So her answer made me decided to cut it cos she hates it =D

I saw this really really cute picture… Decided to post it…

click it to zoom the picture =P

I hope this dont happen to me…

02 August 2008 - Saturday

Yesterday May-Ann taught bout how to deal with difficult clients. And then there was this 5 types of clients that we will be facing.

Perfectionist - It reminds me of this gal in AD058-1. Everyone would call her kiasu. Sometimes i’m like that but it depends on what i do. Like for example my marker visuals. I’d want it to look as real as posible if not, i wont passup at all. I mean wads d point if you do it last minute and cincai do and end up bad marks? I wanna do my best of the best and even if i get bad marks at least i can tell myself Hey i tried my best…

Workaholic - This type of ppl reminds me of dad… ~_~ He keeps telling the world how he worked (and get no life) and still workin although he’s 60++ (and still dun get a life). He expects EVERYONE to get no life and be like him. ~_~

Bully - To Joseph especially. When May-Ann said the word bully, everyone’s mind was "JOSEPH". All the students that had been taught by him will most probably blacklist him and called him loadsa funny names. He’s the biggest bully in The One Academy (jrs of advertising pls BEWARE).

Jellyfish - I admit im the jellyfish. So selamba and slacking. Which means i need a perfectionist to control and manage me. True i may not like it but at least there’s ALOT for me to learn and change. =P

Aloof - The type that mind your own business. The image that pop into my head was Blushie. He’d say "i dun want and dun like to ask bout their personal things". How to deal with this type of person? Get him to talk to you bout his interest.

01 August 2008 - Friday

He finally called me and said his final goodbye. Yeah i was pretty sad and hurt but every meeting there will be an end. No matter i like it or not, i’ve moved on and i’m happy with who i’m with now. There seems to be a thin line between us but heck if you love him, you wouldn’t care less. I guess this shall be the last post i’m gonna write bout him. Goodbye…