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For some reason, i’ve made a mistake and i hope tht person forgive me… This song is dedicated for him. If he is reading this, pls go to my personal blog. I’ve got so much to tell you… You promised not to make me sad and now you’re doing it. What’s wrong with us?

David Archuleta - Think Of Me

Think of me, think of me fondly
when we’ve said goodbye
Remember me once in a while
please promise me you’ll try

Flowers fades,
The fruits of summer fade,
They have decisions, so do we
but please promise me, that sometimes
you will think of me

27th July 2008 - Sunday

I saw this vid in MTV and reminds me of how much i LOVE this song woots ~ (too bad i cant put the video here =_=lll)

Enrique Iglesias - Hero

(Whispered) Let me be your hero

You can take my breath my breath away
I can be your hero

25th July 2008 - Friday

CrimsSanctum has been officially disbanned. Goodbye to CrimsSanctum forever…

23rd July 2008 - Wednesday

Played this game in a cafe (duno wad’s it called)~ This cafe got all sorts of board games and its really cozy and nice. Here’s how to play it:

Two opponents face off across a ‘battle line’ and attempt to win the battle by taking 5 of 9 flags or 3 adjacent flags. Flags are decided by placing cards into 3 card poker-type hands on either side of the flag (similar to straight flush, 3 of a kind, straight, flush, etc). The side with the highest ‘formation’ of cards wins the flag. This is a rethemed version of Schotten Totten with different graphics and wooden flag bits in place of the boundary stone cards. Game play is identical, except the cards run from 1 to 10 (not 9), you hold seven cards in your hand (not 6), and the rule that stones may only be claimed at the start of your turn is presented as an "advanced variant".

22 July 2008 - Tuesday
It was the day when everything was gone and also the day of a new beginning. It’s the day when i ended and settle everything and start a new life. This post will be edited in my private blog. Sorry for the inconvenience.

22 July 2008 - Tuesday

I FINALLY got this song~ It’s my most most fav song of the year~ To all playboys out there listen to this song =D~ We girls are not toys that are for you to play when you’re bored and throw it whn you’re done with it~ i guess wad attracts me to this song was cos i had d same experience and this song goes to tht guy~ you knw who you are =)

Ohh
How bout a round of applause, yea
Standin ovation, Ohh yeaa
yea yea yea yea

But it’s over now

21 July 2008 - Monday

I guess love is a very complicated and yet beautiful thing in the world. These few days had been a complicated and yet happy days for me. Imagine when you were at high school and you had a crush on someone and you thought “nah, he won’t like a girl like me” and then you walk away and guess what? The next thing you know few years later he finds you. It reminds me of the Fair and Lovely advertisements haha… (I don’t use that product for you information)

What happened for the past few days was, my crush called me up and well we decided to hang out. I don’t know weather it’s a good idea or not but hey I don’t wanna die regretting of not meeting him. One thing for sure, I missed talking to him each time he hangs up and his voice would echo in my head and the weird thing is, he’s got this BAD habit of saying never mind and nothing. I used to do that and my friend scolded me for doing that. She was like “if you wanna say it, and then finish it; don’t say it half way, make us wonder and curious of what you wanna say”. So lessons learnt. He is gonna be my junior cos I’d be the great master that will make him stop using those two words.

I’m thinking what made me liked him last time? Oh yeah, the looks. You know, teens always have crushes on good looking guys and yeah I had my crushes too. And you know what’s the gaga thing was, he’s got this really nice voice that makes you wanna tell him everything and anything. It’s that welcome voice. Haha I guess in other words, the “sexy” voice LOL.

He taught me a few new words (ok, maybe I’m a little outdated, but hey I’m learning!!!)

SAD. You knw people always say wad a sadist you are? Sadist here means Single Available Desperate and thus you have sadist person that always look sad? (Erm, maybe not sad as in SAD, but emo) he even has a couple of nicknames. I think I’d probably call him tomato guy in this blogs cos well he’s shy and he blushes a lot (think I don’t notice eh).

Anyway, I’ll be going out with him soon and I’m looking forward to it. Will keep you updated!

14th July 2008 - Monday

I’ve always wonder how it is when all the kids have a family dinner with their parents. Well, maybe not all dinners. How bout the Reunion dinner (CNY eve) or birthday dinners?

Here’s one scenario that always makes me so jealous of them. Adam and his family (Adam and Eve???). It was somewhere near Hari Raya or something… kinda forget (see lar, that’s the reason of not blogging so oftenly) and his dad comes home once in a while. I joined Adam and his family (yes I meant father, mother and his sista) and had dinner at Ikano. I guess that’s the 1^st time I met his dad. It was all so happy. His dad made jokes bout his wife being fat and she don’t even mind and join the laughter with him and…it was so happy…this is not the only time we had meals together. But each time they talked and joked and teased.

Now here’s MY side of family. Since there’s only three of us, ok lar, I know we cant be as meriah as them but at least…

CNY reunion dinner:

Mom was all in good mood, preparing for ‘Lou Sang’ (a dish where everyone mix those meeny teeny ingredients together) she bought cos three of us never get to do that as dad goes back to his house every CNY and mom and me would go to aunt’s house. She cooked quite a lot for the three of us and it all looks sooooooo good (never say NO for food). So dad came back and I helped mom prepare stuff. Then dinner was served and we did the ‘Lou Sang’ and dad kinda mixed it till it went off the plate. Mom just say don’t be so rough and bit more nags here and there (as usual) and suddenly dad yelled asked her to shut the fck up and starts to argue. Mom protested but well, they argued. Haha…argues on CNY. After the dinner the war continues. And I just eat silently.

Birthday:

Dad’s bday was not forgotten but it was on purpose. I knew it was his bday all along and I just act I forgot bout it. Like he remembers MINE. Fck he doesn’t even knw my bday and doesn’t even knw how old I am. All he cares is “my youngest (his youngest daughter…obviously not me) gave me this and that. She did this and that”. That day dinner he and mom argued cos mom’s a bad driver and can’t remember the roads well (well, she’s getting OLD durh).

During the whole ‘bday dinner’ it was all bout wad his 2 daughters did for him. So I just put on my blardie IPod and eat up my meals in silence. No bday wishes or bday songs or whatever. Fcking lame bday ‘party’…

2nd July 2008 - Wednesday

I’ve been watching this anime ~ Full Moon o Sagashite ~ And I kinda like the how the story goes, of a girl with a lung cancer and she’s got 1 year to live. She made a promise to this kid when she was young that they’d meet back when both of them reached their dreams. Her dream was to be a singer and with the help of two shinigamis, she changed and became a singer~ Well i only watched half way but i already fell in love with the theme song and i even dwnloaded it~ Wads cool is the song is really really nice and the lyrics is really cool~ And yea, those mushy and lovey dovey kinda lyrics~But somehow the lyrics reminds me of a guy that stays far away from me and i wanna see him so badly~ Each time the girl sings the song with the subtitles at the bottom, i’d miss him so much~ If this anime girl does exist, i’d really support her…

Why, oh why do i love you so much?
My tears overflow this much

Why do i love you so much?
It’s so easy i just cant answer…