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20th February 2008 - Wednesday

Today is a freaky day for me~ I took a bus home~ And there’s this Indian guy, or rather Bangla guy, was in the same bus with me~ I noticed he kept looking at my way~ At 1^st I don’t wanna be so perasan and thinks he looked at me~ But then wads freaky was, sometimes when the bus stop before the traffic light near my house, I’d get down 1^st so I don’t have to walk so far from the bus station to the SJMC~ Somehow, that freak knows my stop~ He pressed the bell, then moved his legs so I could get out BUT HE DIDN’T!!! He kept looking at me but I acted as though that’s not my stop yet~ The bus driver kept looking behind and see who pressed the bell but didn’t get out~

Then I pressed the bell and got out, he followed and got out too! Then I start to walk fast and he also walk fast~ I thought I was being paranoid or freaked out but then it was like he was trying to catch up with me! I got so freaked out so I went into the 7-11 and called my bf~ he was so blur and sounds like he didn’t know wad to do~ I hang out at 7-11 for couple of minutes and I got out~ I checked around he wasn’t there~

As I walked further, THERE HE IS! RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME~ He turned and slowed down~ He wanted me to walk in front~ he slowed down so I slowed down also~ He turned and smiled at me!!! Ewww!!! He slowed down and kept turning behind to look at me again~ wtf Lar this guy!!! Niama want me dig his eyes out izit? We passed the taxi hang out place and he crossed the road~ Thank god he changed his direction~ if he were to follow me all the way, I’d start calling the police or tell the guard house people~ I got home and locked all the gates and doors~

To all the girls out there, don’t hesitate to call someone if you’re not sure~ If you are scared of calling the cops, you can just let your friends know “hey, I’m on my way home and I think I’m being followed by someone but just to let you know I’m currently at (place)~ I’ll call you back in a few minutes (to let your friend know that you’ve reached home safely)” The world is not a safe place~ Girls please be aware of your surroundings as you never know wad might happen (choi choi choi)

Oh yea, today I had a last minute presentation~ How to make KL to be a world class place…or something like that~ My team mates told me he and 1 more fella was suppose to present today~ Suddenly out of the blue, he told me whether I can present or not~ so, the rest of my members went MIA (team work huh)~ So he gave me the “notes” to present and I was like, “that’s it?” and he said “if you can think more then just put it in”~ I was like, “ohh kay”~ So I looked at the points given and tried to expand it and make it sound more presentable~ someone used to tell me “even if your team members are slackers and practically SLEEP, just do your job and get it done~ By the end of the day, you know wads your effort and the lecturer knows and can see who done the job and who didn’t”

We presented~ Although there was less audience but that was better as I don’t feel much stress or tension~ My part was ok, it was quite spontaneous~ I remembered the time when I 1^st presented~ I’d write the full sentence of the note and read it out~ I asked Pinky at the end of the class bout how was my presentation and she said I did not bad~ woots! Not bad for a last minute preparation HAHA~

Pinky commented something that nearly made me cried (emoing again =_=lll)~ She said today’s presentation was not bad but she said I can do better~ When I was at batch 55, my presentation was even better and she knows it’s the confidence when I was with my friends~ yeah very very true~ When I was at 55, I can do whatever I want, as in, I know some people take me seriously (and some don’t) and when I’m in batch 58, its like, I’m with all these new people that looked down on me and thinks I can’t do anything right or anything done~ My confidence dropped a lot when I came into this new class~ all I care bout was mind my own business and just get my job done (pinky always tells me that~ thanks Miss Pinky you really encourage me a lot)

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