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18th May 2007 - Friday

Went to Leon’s class today~Instead of bein sarcastic over my laziness~He sounds so encouraging~He even says i can use back my own topic if i want to~i’ll try sumthin diff tho~He was asking for Tai kor and i said she was at a meeting for some event~He juz "oh". Gawd, last term wasnt so boring~He was talking bout the introduction for like, 11-2:30pm JUST on introduction~Can u believe it?!?last term it ends like, 1pm…This time they even hav SLIDES~OMGWTF~I was bout to slp in class and its ONLY ONE class and theres SO many ppl in it~Its like having Ad551+Ad552 in it~I saw alot retake students..so mainly 30% of it is retake kids include myself~I met this girl..Pretty nice~My kinda type of girl~Not the HEHE HAHA kinda girl~Will get to knw her better~Somehow i’m looknig forward with my new classmates~Its like, I saw 1 girl Looks LIKE SIAO FAN~OMG~her clone~

I found this very touching~

If a girl cries in front of you, it
means that she couldn’t take it
anymore..

If you take her hand, she would stay
with you for the rest of your life;
If you let her go, she couldn’t go back
to being herself anymore..

A girl wont cry easily, Except in front
of the person who she love the most,
she becomes weak..

A girl wont cry easily, only when she
loves you the most, she puts down her ego..

Guys, if a girl cries bcos of you
please hold her hands firmly, she’s the one
who would stay with you for the rest of
your life.

Guys, if a girl cries bcos of you,
please dont give her up, maybe bcos of
your decision, you ruin her life..

When she cry right in front of you,
When she cry bcos of you..,

Look into her eyes, Can u see n feel
the pain n hurt she’s feeling?

Think. Which other girl have cried with
pure sincerity, Infront of you, And
bcos of you?

She cry not because she is weak,
She cry not bcos she wants sympathy or
pity..,

She cry, Because crying silently is no
longer possible, the pain,hurt,n agony
have become too big a burden to be kept
inside..

Guys, Think about it, If a girl cry her
heart out to you, And all because of
you..,

Its time to look back on what u have
done, Only you will know the answer to it.

Do consider it, Cos one day, It may be
too late for regrets..,
It may be too late to say "im sorry"..

16th May 2007 - Wednesday

Was thinking wether wanna go class or not~I dun even knw where the hell J class is and its my freakin 1st day with the jrs~Decided to skip it in the end and stay at home~I even changed and all~But then on 2nd thought, too scared. So i skipped it~Yeah, sounds lame~Haha, i’ll go next week then~Did practically ntg at home~Didnt even go out~Lifeless soul in the house~ =_=”’

16th May 2007 - Wednesday

GAWD~It’s been so long since my last blog~Dunno how many decades ago~1st of all~My 3 weeks of term break are NOT meaningful at all~Its suppose to be MY holidays but instead of me enjoying, its my family~=_=lll ~

My 1st week of holiday, well, my parents and my aunt went Australia for 2 freakin weeks for my cousin’s wedding and brought back Loads and Loads of chocolates~so now i’m like in choc heaven~choc paradise~Everyday 5-10 chocs a day~Hoping to gain TEN FREAKIN KGS~Its so BLOODY hard to gain THAT LITTLE of weight~So i keep eating and eating and eating~Mom gave me 200 bucks~I Spent it all in my FOOD~RAWR~Junkfood~Chocs(mom was still in aus then)~ Maggi mees~Etc etc~There was this time i was craving for ramlee burgers~i went out n got 4 ramlee burgers~Ate all of it~SO nice~Was so dam full dat day~_~ managed to chiong my noob cleric to lvl 82~HAHA~It was so slow and i spam pots like HELL~I pay to lvl up~GRRRR~keropok came and stayed for 4-5 nights at my place and returned my ring~FINALLY~I gave him our aniversary n his bday gifts~OK,so its a BIT late~but its later than never  >_<

Then tht TWO freakin weeks passed~All came back and 2 days later mom said "hey, me n dad goin for macau this tues. You stay at home and take care of the hse ar". I was like, Wtf, again?!? FINE~Lifeless~(i go out also they duno right..  >_<)Ppl say those always maple n nv go out all lifeless~See~Not like i wan to~I am forced to OK~So Monday night i online my MSN, and Blessed pm me "u got co college today ar?" i said "go college for wad?". The she was like WTFNESS,"Class start liao u duno ar,LOL" Then i was like, OMGWTF~Heck time passed REAL fast when ur doin absolutely NOTHING bt maple WHOLE DAM THREE FREAKIN WEEKS~

Then went to college and had my 1st day at class~The baldy guy~forgot wads his name but he was really interesting~Instead of saying our names out just like dat, we had to write in a piece of paper and fold into 3 parts, thn put in frt of us.Thn Nick the tutor took the pics of us holding the stoopeed paper~It looks stewped but it was kinda funny~Nice~Not bad~Vitamin got to take twice~ROFLMAO~With her photo face again LOLX~After that i went to reschedule my failed subs and new subs~its bit complicated and i’m freakin lazy to write it~So, shortly, i’m allowed to take 2 old subs and 2 new subs~My last term with those PEOPLE~

Lastly, THIS part, is how i feel the WHOLE freakin 3 weeks of breaks~My time of slpg has changed to day and dat makes me looks like a vampire~slps during day n wakes at night~I’ve lose weight and OMG i lost weight~WTFNESS~DAM THE BODY AND MAPLE~GET ME MY FREAKIN 10KG, U @#$%~ Well, this is last term i’ll be with those BUNCH of people~Happy or sad~I’m not sure~Not happy, nor sad~maybe cos we’re not close anymore~And i wanna get away frm all those "sarcastic" people with fake laughs and fake remarks~Wanna meet new people~And HOPEFULLY i dun meet any of those people which i once had the same group with before~I’ll make enemies outta this topic~And knw wad? I dun care a dam anymore~U wont be seeing me n wont be da pain in ma ass nemore~I knw that altho matters are solved, the war is still there hidden~Its like a cold war~Fine, hate me~Make more enemies outta urself(PS: i’m talking bout myself)Ok, so i guess dats wad i’m glad~Not glad is dat~yeah, i’m bit shy n quiet if i dunno those new people~If i dunno nething, i’ll be afraid to ask i guess~TRY TRY TRY~I CAN DE~(i can DIE)Now is the prob of money and how to NOT let ma parents knw bout it~wait till time comes then~Till then, JACKIE IS BACK~(btw, i’ve deleted maple and i’m gonna gain back my self confidence n self interest like i did before i met maple)