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17th November – Friday

Went to TM Net again. Woke up damn bloody early just to go there. Mom woke me up at 7am!!! It’s supposed to be the time for my dreams of meeting my knight in armor and poof! She woke me up just like that. Rats! Mom was complaining again. wonder if she can survive without complaining for 1 day. If she does, that will be the end of the world. Anyway, we registered a new line. I promised to pay the Internet monthly bills which would be RM77. Oh man, I gotta start looking for part time jobs. I have a huge feeling I’d be failing one of my subject this term. All because of the lecturer. Furthermore, I got my markers pretty late because I got my pay quite late. Well, money doesn’t just grow out just like that you know. I’m trying my very best to do all the assignments that I’ve missed. It’s tough but if I failed even one tiny subject, which would be the end of my college life. Bye bye to college. This week I’ll be kinda busy I guess… I’m so tired!!!

16^th November – Thursday

I can’t stand it! Not talking to him one whole day really makes me nut!!! ARGH! I apologized in the end and he did apologized too. It’s back to normal I guess. I went to TM Net with mom today to settle her phone bout the unpaid bill. She terminated the phone so I asked bout the new line and I was kinda pissed for waiting so long. Like, duh, who wouldn’t? TWO bloody hours just sitting doing nothing. And I didn’t wanna listen to mom so we kinda argued and it was so embarrassing! She scolded me in public again! So I stood far away from her. If I stand near, she’d start scolding and blab blab la. In the end, in order to install Internet, I gotta open a new line which will be under my name. So we went back. I was thinking don’t need the Internet lah, since gotta pay another 85 bucks for the new line. Just before I went into the car, I faster took out my diskman and listen to my songs. I turned it to the max and yeah, as usual, mom started complaining and I didn’t hear a word. All her complains are the SAME. I heard it bout ZILLIONS of times. I wasn’t in the mood anyway. I’d rather go deaf than listen to “un-beautiful” songs. <Sigh>

15^th November – Wednesday (night)

OMG! What have I done?!? (T.T) I nearly said broke up with my boyfriend just because of my silly thoughts. I was talking to his best friend; suddenly I realized I’ve been a terrible person. I felt like a jerk and burden to him. He spent a lot of money and time on me. So I thought maybe we need a break. So I told him la. Then he didn’t say much and said he’s a having headache and wanna sleep. (T.T) I’ll try to be NORMAL in 1 week. I won’t sms him or talk to him. Just try and see how it goes. OMG, I’m so depressed! I can’t believe I’m crying and typing this stupid blog! ARGH! Dammit! (T.T) no abang for 1 whole week. I dunno if I can tahan or not. This is so stupid! What am I thinking?!?

15^th November – Wednesday (night)

OMG! What have I done?!? (T.T) I nearly said broke up with my boyfriend just because of my silly thoughts. I was talking to his best friend; suddenly I realized I’ve been a terrible person. I felt like a jerk and burden to him. He spent a lot of money and time on me. So I thought maybe we need a break. So I told him la. Then he didn’t say much and said he’s a having headache and wanna sleep. (T.T) I’ll try to be

NORMAL

in 1 week. I won’t sms him or talk to him. Just try and see how it goes. OMG, I’m so depressed! I can’t believe I’m crying and typing this stupid blog! ARGH! Dammit! (T.T) no abang for 1 whole week. I dunno if I can tahan or not. This is so stupid! What am I thinking?!?

15th November - Wednesday

Finally I’ve updated my blog. It’s been ages ago. Lotsa things happened during the past month, where my boyfriend came during the raya, he bought me shirts and stuff, and it’s the longest trip he’s here ever. FOUR days!!! That’s the longest. Normally he’d stay for 2days the most but oh well. I also lazy wanna type it all out. I even bought my new toy. I don’t plan to tell people bout it (but they’ll read it here anyway). Just wanna be secret bout it. Only my close friends know bout it so it’s ok i guess because they’re gonna be with me most of the time so might as well tell them bout it. I was so excited bout the new toy that everywhere i go, i’d bring it along. It’s so fun!!! (*_*)

16th October – Monday

This is the weirdest day ever. I had a dream bout a girl buying a skirt from my shop. I saw her in the skirt. She was wearing it. I went to work as usual today. And I saw HER!!! She bought the skirt from my dream! Exactly the same skirt and same person! I was like, did I see her before?!? And then I remembered the dream as she wore the skirt and came out of the fitting room to let her husband to see it. I was so damn freaking shocked and was just staring at her the whole time (bet she thought I was looking at her trying hard to fit into the skirt). To my surprise, she’s a Korean and she was carrying the camera with the tripod sticking to it. I thought she was Japanese because of her “sepet” eyes. Next thing that freaked me out was I was folding the clothes and my supervisor (Yi) suddenly looked behind me. I thought she was thinking, so I didn’t really think so much. But then she kept looking many times and I start to get curious and asked her what’s wrong. She said there’s someone near the fitting room. Then I looked and saw no one there. She told me she heard the hangers moving sound. I got freaked out. It only moves when someone MOVES it. It doesn’t move by itself nor does the wind is strong enough to move it. I told my friends about it and all they could think of was “it was probably the wind” but I don’t think so. Oh please la. We’re there so hot and we NEED wind to come in. We don’t feel much of the air-cond. So, it’s not the wind. And one thing I noticed that the side which is nearer to the fitting room is always cooler whereas the further side is always ‘not cooler’. It reminds me of May seen something in the fitting room before. She said she was sweeping the floor and that time the shop’s not open yet. So there’s nobody in the shop other than her and one more staff. That day, she was sweeping the floor in the fitting room and she saw something white passed by. She thought it was her imagination so she didn’t really bother much about it but later on, she ‘saw’ the THING passed in front of her and she kinda stunned and quickly walked away. She didn’t even mop the floor. One more thing that kinda excites me was the Iraq lady. I was serving her. She was trying out 38 pieces of garments and bought around RM500 +-. I even brought her to the money changer and chat with her. Told her not to bring that much of money around in Malaysia. I said Malaysia is a dangerous place and she’s lost everything if she carries a big branded hand bag. I even told her to keep her money in her pocket. As we were going down the escalator, my senior cute guy was just behind us and I was so nervous! It’s like, oh my god! He’s right behind me! I bought my new slippers and new top. Hehe… it’s like I’m having Raya too. I can’t wait to see my boyfriend! He’ll be here next week!!!

13th August – Friday

I woke up at 8am. Damn sleepy. I went to work with no semangat and felt like a dead corpse walking around. No energy to even smile or do greetings. Then all of us rushed like mad. I finished mine and helped my other member with hers. (the rest will be in my other blog. There are some sensitive issue which some parties will feel it’s not fair but thats what happened. Sorry for the inconvinience)…

12th August – Thursday

I’m dead man! Tomorrow’s presentation and I’m still doing my project slowly. I started doing it at 9pm until 1:30am. I was so happy that it’s nearly done and something terrible happened. There was a window showing the “debug or close” thingy. This is not the first time it happened. Last time when I played Final Fantasy, the bloody box appeared and I didn’t save it. So everything gone no matter what I pressed. And this time, I pressed that and EVERYTHING GONE in ONE second!!! I was damn pissed off and angry at the computer that I started to cry and doing it. Imagine me, crying and doing my project at the computer. Sounds pathetic but that what’s happened. I told my boyfriend and kept telling me to be patience. I couldn’t help it. That doesn’t seem to cheer me up. I just told him to go away and he pun faham lah. Unfortunately Aries messaged me at the wrong time. I was very angry and suddenly he came in. He pulak wanna cari pasal with me. We argued again and this time I was busy and pissed and I’m lazy wanna argue with him. So I kinda scolded him. I told him to shut up and leave me alone and I’m very busy today. Well, too bad from him lah he kena scolding from me. Tak pasal2 wanna cari gaduh with me. I finally finished the whole damn thing at 4am! Then I quickly save and everything and I slept at 4:30am.

11th August – Wednesday

I thought today I got work, and mana tau when I went there, Lay was there and was taking my shift. It’s either I forgot or I didn’t check the time table. Damn! I don’t wanna go back either, so I went cc instead. Finally I level 35! Finally I can use the Soul Singer. So happy! Since my dear didn’t online, I gotta play it myself. I went there like a sesat people. It was my first time at Orbis. I was so scared and there were so many pros. I felt like a noob there. As if my first time playing maple at Victoria Island. Then out of the blue, my dear online. I flew to Ludi straight away. There goes my 10k. At least at Ludi, I can kill the monsters there. I felt so poor. I used my money to buy Arwen shoes (100k) and 2 scrolls which cost 35k each. I used it to buy 1handed sword and glove scroll. There goes all my money. And now, I’m stuck with only 10k. Not much white potions but got 300 blue potions. I am so gonna sell my diamond for 200k!!! Then I PQ. My first time PQ there. 1 time PQ cost me nearly 50% exp. PQ one more time and I level 36. Damn fast! But the problem is that nobody wants PQ a noob! I kena bully there. At first a guy PQ me, and someone in the party said “What?!? Level 35 only?!? Expel her! Fighter can’t fight!” Then the leader expels me. (T.T) Wait till I level 51. Damn those bloody bandits and cleric… But what’s cool bout my first group of PQ people was they’re funny. One of the girls died during the King of the final stage. She kena cursed by the King and she was cursing the King like mad by saying, “Die already still wanna curse me! I curse u no son no daughter!!!” She was making me laugh the whole time! Lolx… Ludi is indeed a very fun place.

10th October – Tuesday

My group and I went to KLCC for meeting for our Ad Campaign. It was kinda cool. I was feeling damn tired and uncomfortable. What’s worse, it’s D day I got the bloody thing. One sip of the stupid Berry Juice and I felt the thing come. I rushed to toilet and fuck! Bloody Juice… Before I went to toilet, I was cursing the juice like mad. It was yucky and sour and awful. I regretted ordering the juice and getting it. And I’m still cursing it now! Damn the fucking juice! Result is I’m writing this blog with an uneasy feeling in my tummy. Must be that fucking juice. We went back around 4 or 5pm. It was so crowded and stuffy. And oh my god! The purpose I’m writing this blog is to say, OH MY GOD!!! People are changing! Suddenly I saw people queuing up for the LRT. I was so surprised! I even took pictures of it. It’s once in a life time. Suddenly people are so bertamadun! Finally human know what is moral. Finally, human know how to QUE!!! I thought they are blind and idiots who love to push people before the passengers get out, but my goodness, they even let the passengers come out first! This is so rare! Human has become smart and good (maybe just for one day. Who knows? That’s why I took pictures of it. So that I’ll tell my kids that human used to be kind and good) what’s weird was that at KTM station, I and Sprinxy saw that 2 sides are different. Her side (to Rawang), people are queuing up but my side (to Port Klang) people are in groups; means NOT queuing up. Weirdly huh… Human… We just can’t seem to understand one another.