What a pain day for me
11th September – Monday
Oh My God! It’s damn PAIN!!! This time, the Malay nurse washed my toe. She washed and I was screaming my head off. Since she knows all the nerves are there, she went and rubs it as if washing clothes! The pain is unforgettable. It’s so pain that the pain goes into your heart and stabs your heart many times. It’s naked without toenail and it’s so sensitive. She just dips the medicine that looks like blood (it’s red color) onto my toe and I screamed. Not the normal scream; the high pitch scream. I think outside the clinic also can hear my scream. It’s like burning your toe every single touch of the medicine. It feels like so many thousands of needles poking your toe. This is so suffering…
