Sad, Happy, Angry, Dissapointed and guilty.
9th September – Saturday
So many things happened during the two weeks of holiday. Just two whole freaking week. I worked and felt the ‘pleasure’ of standing and waking up every morning with the pain on my legs. I met nice people at the place where I worked, met my old friend, Triple L. My boyfriend came, I went out with his mom and two aunts, his mom even saw us holding hands (I was bit scared at first), had dinner with them, met his grandma, his cousins, went to Kajang (his grandma’s house), he and I went to concert at Philharmonic and got two free tickets to the concert, which was damn fucking cool and I really enjoyed myself. So many people and so many great songs like Superman, LOTR, Hunt for the Rabbit, Babe, etc. the sound of the instruments is beyond FANTASTIC. A great experience which I’ll never forget in my life. I began to like classical music more.
(Sigh) Here’s the sad part of the two weeks. Not very detail in this blog, only a few people know bout it. If they read this part of my blog, they’d understand. The Aries guy. I was kinda disappointed of how it ends. I told him many times the ending wouldn’t be good, and he insists. Now see what happened. At least this incident taught me a lesson and made me and Adam stronger together. The burden’s off and I felt much lighter in a sense that he’s not here anymore. Aries stopped messaging me and I guess it’s a good thing. I told him to stay away from me and he did. He left with a painful heart and I’m sorry to say this, he should’ve known better. He’s really a nice guy but I’m sorry. Although he doesn’t have Friendster, I really hope he’d read this someday. I didn’t mean to hurt him like this but I really need to ask you to keep away from me…
Enough of the sad part, suddenly I have a Mash Potato as my little brother. Adam couldn’t stop saying Potatoes everytime I say Mash. He’s so mean laa. Poor Mash. Hehe… never in a million years that I’d thought of Mash becoming my brother. I wasn’t even close to him when we were still in High School. I just know him as a great Magician. Never even thought I’d tell him my darkest secret and never thought of being so close to him. He’s really a sweet and cute looking potato. Although it’s none of my business, but I’m worried of him and his girlfriend now. Someone else deserves him much more better. Oh well, that’s his choice. But all the while of being lonely for so long, it’s so cool to have a crazy brother who can fight with me. As I said, whoever close to me will leave me someday. I’m cursed (-_-“’). Potato will be leaving soon. Till end of this month, but hopefully he’ll find a nearby job somewhere here.
I’m tired… tired of my life. That’s why I didn’t write the whole two weeks one by one. It’s the same thing everyday… (Yawn)
