PRESENTATION! It was bad…
3rd August - Thursday
It’s the presentation day for my Ad Prin. It was a disaster. I told everyone to come at 9:30am. And guess what time they came? After 10. They told me they did the advertisement, fine. I didnt say anything. Then my friend came in and i played maple. And suddenly THEIR friends came in and i dunno what the fuck they did to my powerpoint, they changed everything i did. The background, the fonts, the colors, the style, and they wanna add the ‘funny halo’ in. I was shocked to see MY background of a beach suddenly become black color. I got pissed off and let them do the fuck they wanna do. So, i just kept quiet and see what they wanna do. When they went to class, i actually didnt wanna touch the shit, but i did anyway. Just to check the grammar mistakes (which i know confirm got. And memang got). I didn’t do much. I don’t care. It’s non of my fucking business anyway. I sat there and they didn’t tell me they wanna change the stuff i did. They could at least ask me how to do or what or ANYTHING! What the hell… After that, i came back after marking my attendance. I joined them and see what else they did. They noticed that i’m a little ’separated’ and quiet and ‘looked not happy’ (it’s hard to NOT show it). Anyway, one of them asked what i’m not happy about and stuff. I just kept quiet. I don’t wanna argue or cry or whateva, so i just say whatever laa. It’s non of my bloody business anymore. Is there anything that we agree about? Oh yeah, we agree that I’m such a bad leader and the worse of the worse ever. they think i have bad and boring taste. Fine. Whatever (chicken hasnt hear me saying that word for so long). After the ’so called confession’, i took my paper and told them what to do, who goes next. They just: Ah. Ok. And they look at the computer. Its fucking obvious they’re not listening and don’t care. I just ask for masking tape or anything that sticks (no one have it - i wanted to stick the note on the monitor), but instead, i just throw the paper on the keyboard and told them to see what you guys gotta do. I felt like screaming that time. And they wanted to put the ‘funny pics’ there which i totally disagree because, HELLO!!! ITS A PRESENTATION! BE SERIOUS LAA!!! Its against majority again. I’m left alone without knowing anything and the last to know. AGAIN. Don’t care laa. Let them do. I don’t care the fuck now. I’ve done my job and told them what to do.
Presentation: It was a disaster. They got panicked and don’t know what they’re talking about and don’t even know whose turn was it. I was so so so so so dissapointed and sad THIS is happening. Even the lecturer said the idea is good BUT the presentation was messy. I really wanted to cry so much. At least the water helped. I drank loadsa water to cool down and i left the room early. I dont wanna see them, I dont wanna see anybody, I dont wanna talk to anyone. Leave me alone. I swear i’d never be a leader again. It’s already 9:30 pm now. I dont feel like going home. I just wanna write my blog and pour out my sadness here. My blog my only FRIEND. I only trust my blog and myself. Hide all my emotions behind a face that nobody will see. I dont even want people to look at me. If i got the money, i’d go to LKW after this term. Or stop for a term, collect some money, and continue with a new batch of people. Everyone’s the same. Selfish. This is what Malaysia is proud of. Selfish malaysians. I wanna get outta malaysia and see new people. I wanna have a new me. I guess my new me would me my old me. The quiet and shy me. The no confident and ‘dont wanna talk to people’ me. The nerd me. Nobody would know my existance and nobody would care. They say they do, but they’re not. It’s just a bunch of words. Like my boyfriend used to say, "sorry is a word. You’ve done what you done. You cant change back and forget it. You may forgive, but you may not forget. Sorry doesnt mean anything." Its so true…
August 3rd, 2006 at 6:36 am
waaa… I din’t know it’s THAT long. The longest blog i’ve written so far. Maybe because i;m so unhappy bout how my life is, so i just blab it out. I din’t feel better but at least i wanna say something. Whose fault was it the presentation sucks? My fault. I’m a horrible leader. Maybe i’m never born to be a leader. I’m just a shadow…
August 3rd, 2006 at 6:46 am
No… U r good… Those ppl suck… They should rot in hell.. Cause i know u do well.. Seriously if i was you… I would be screaming like hell… And then leave them to do everything themselves… And tell the lecturer that i quit the group cause they SUCK..!!!! I was fool many time in college too.. I was always the one doing all the work while they took the credit for everything…FUCK them… If i weren’t good in heart.. I would have complain to the lecturer… Fuck those ppl around u Mei…. Juz leave them… Try as much as possible to do single projects instead or group projects…. Stay far away from them… Cause they STINK..!!!!
*Mind my bad words.. I am FUCKING piss too*
*If u are Jacq college mate.. And u flame me because i say u SUCK.. Well to bad… I dont care and u guys really SUCK..!!!!!*
August 3rd, 2006 at 7:30 am
dal~ del~ dol~
talking about maple~
i can play it here~
so~
too bad~
i won’t share the id and pass~
lol~
August 6th, 2006 at 8:02 pm
Hey Ken aka ASSHOLE….
Since she is a fucking leader to you.. Why didn’t you help ur fucking leader…. If u think her presentation suck.. Tell it to HER..!!! Don’t just change everything behind her back and then tell her this this and that that… So what if she is an aeroplane.. At least she has breast.. And some people do appreciate them.. unlike you… For a matter of fact.. She did try to this presentation earlier… But u guys always turn up late or bla bla reason… If u think Jacq dono anything about being a leader.. I want to ask u a simple question..? Do u know the definition of being a GOOD group member or being in a group.. Mind you.. I study Managing accounting.. So i do know the definition of GROUP..!!!!!
After reading ur comment and looking at ur pictures… I think ur type of person is an asshole… Cause u look ugly too… I seen ‘lala chai’ that dress better than you… And another pointer to you.. i think u need to brush up on ur english.. Cause ur grammer and spelling SUCK..!!! And.. Well.. The word ‘cibai’ is like so long ago.. U so outdated.. Now people used the word ‘fuck’ and ’suck’..
Thanks for ur comment about me.. I think u are definately not a science student last time.. Cause u don’t know anything about the human anatalogy… Human eyes are not balance… Even ur eeys are one big one small.. And you have panda eyes too.. How I know..?? Like you.. I am looking at your picture while writing this comment.. Seriously u make me vomit.. Even my friends who is beside me is vomiting because she looks at you.. I seen better looking ‘lala chai’ than you.. My nose big.. Ur nose looks big too.. Except the different between ur nose and mine is urs are so FLAT..!!! Like pancake or roti canai… My mouth is big enough suck dick… Well.. My bf say i suck good.. Why u wanna test… Hahaha… I dun suck ‘lala chai’ like you… Thanks for offering me money to do plastic surgery.. But before u offer me money.. i think u should use the money to do plastic surgery on urself 1st.. Cause i think u need it…
U wanna flame me… Come lar… Not even scared of ur flat face… Wanna call people wack me.. I also can call people wack you.. Let see who get the last laugh then…
August 7th, 2006 at 7:48 am
Ha3 Ken’s someone’s stupid slave.
August 7th, 2006 at 7:57 am
Come on Ken, doesn’t your bitch girlfriend have the guts to confront jackie? Ha3 She got you, a stupid chinese guy to scare Jackie? Also, flat is no big deal. Nowadays, flat is what everyone wants. FLAT SCREEN TV, FLAT SCREEN MONITORS, FLAT and THIN handphones. Models have small breasts. An animal such as you. No, you’re not an animal. You’re even lower than animal, you’re a bacteria. No brain. Just ALIVE because God lets you live. Keep your stupid “Male want big breast girls to yourself”. You’re embarrassing all the other REAL men in this world. Hmmm… You like big breast women is it? HA3 maybe its cos your penis is too small!!! HA3
August 7th, 2006 at 8:20 am
Everyone has problems. Her group members had issues. Maybe she had issues too. But since everyone’s working in a group, everyone should concentrate on giving a good presentation.
Unfortunately, the presentation wasn’t very good. And only the marks will show if anything went wrong. The unfortunate thing was jackie wasn’t strict enough with her group members. A very very big mistake. And now everyone will suffer.
Most importantly, everyone should look at themselves. and not point the finger at anyone else. It includes Jackie’s group members and even herself.
And Ken, don’t be someone else’s BITCH ok. Get a life. Fortunately, no one will really know you exist in this world only for the fact that you were someone else’s bitch. HA3 Ken is someone’s BITCH. Shame on you.
As for Ken’s Boss, good for you for turning Ken into your BITCH. Fortunate for you, no one will know who you are. Because you’re a spineless coward. Whoever you are, you’re very childish. I give credit for Jackie for being brave enough to blog her thoughts. You on the other hand, are just a coward. Good. Live the rest of your life as a coward. But trust me, one day, your cowardice will lead me to you. And when i do find you… Oh well. You can continue to run like the coward you are. OR get a BITCH to fight for you (lke Ken). HA3
August 7th, 2006 at 8:37 am
i dunno wtf is ken. but i think wat he said is too over. pls respect other ppl. if u think u r good enuf pls show it out. no need to talk cock here. waste ur time waste other ppl’s time.
August 7th, 2006 at 9:18 am
OMFG!!~ i tot dis is a blog for dos civilized ppl 2 browse thru? How come ther’s a low-breeded uncivilized moron keep on fartin in dis blog? since dis farker started d fire n dak zui my sister…
damn i feel so sorry for his parents for havin such a low breeded son. ai.. like wat cantonese said : “sang gao char siew hou go sang kui” at least char siew can roast n eat stil can contributes but tat bastard?? contribute NTG except wasting his mom’s energy for sufferin such a long period to giv birth 2 dis gud-for-nothing son of a bitch! feel so sorry for ur dad. he wasted so much money to foot d hospital bill ur education fees n wat he got is a brainless uncivilized moron. sorry for dis world for havin dis low breeded parasite.
BTW, i juz looked thru ur photo.. im kinda disagree wit ms. kelly. KEN, u don look like a “lala” chai at all.. in fact gals, u kno he looks like wat? u kno which kind of ppl r famous in JLN CHOW KIT in KL & behind OCEAN SUPERMARKET KLANG?? yes! he looks like 1 of them alrite. It’s such a waste tat ur parents din sell u to JLN CHOW KIT o else wit ur girly lookin face sur got lots of customers 1.. n since u like to fuck so much i m pretty sur JLN CHOW KIT has the best solution to fuck ur asshole until it’s shitz wide open tat u can even hold ur pity girlfren’s fist n stuff them inside ur asshole!
(stil wonderin y ur gf willing to b wit u. she deserves som1 better.. much better than u.. at least she shud b som1 manly, not u, sissy boy!)
August 7th, 2006 at 9:28 am
To Jackie,
hey gal.. tel u wat.. nex time juz ignor tat idiot’s comment since he’s not being constructive. don hav 2 waste ur time for som sissy boy like him k. cos he wil bcom mor excited if u al reply to his comments. u noticed? afte his 2nd comment he start to feel pissed off edy when u gals din reply. i replied myself juz to fulfill my promis to u. afte dis let us juz ignor wateve he write k? no point waste time to read wat he write, waste out time n energy to get pissed for dis worthless moron. cheerz =)
August 7th, 2006 at 11:37 am
hey mei ling juz take it ez..
i don 1 to say anything here…got any thing juz let me noe…
August 7th, 2006 at 7:40 pm
1st off Simon… Mei comments is written by her bf.. U know lar.. Mei don’t have internet at home…
As for saying that his girl is a coward… Well its true… Ken seriously… Ask ur gf or best girl friend to be bold… If she can’t defend herselves don’t bother commenting here.. Unlike Belle who msg me.. Belle is somebody who is bold and can speak from her mind… Unlike the person u are protecting.. So can u pls fuck off here… And ask her to join here if she dare….