Moneyless me(T.T)
9th August – Wednesday
Aunt came today. It’s the time to pay the fees. So I gave her the letter. She starts to say stuff like “Hah! Need to pay again arr? I thought I just paid the fees?!?” I said, “That was for 2nd year 1st semester. Now is the second semester. And the fees you paid was last 3 months ago” She starts to complain she doesn’t have this much of money anymore. Saying she paid nearly 100k. I just kept quiet and let her say. I didn’t notice it was that much but when I got back, mom asked me how much she paid because its not even 100k. I calculated and said it’s roughly less than 50k for the whole 3 years. So aunt got mixed up. But she did mention she only got 20k in her account. Wonder if it’s enough. But I guess not. Since I’m over 18 now, I can try out for the MAS Airline. That’s my second dream. I studied real hard for my language just to become an air stewardess. I heard they need A’s for BM and Eng. That’s all, right? I got it. The 1st time I called before I came to TOA, they said I must be 18 years old. That was 2 years ago. Mr. Ben knows someone there and he said I can get in easily. So, if I quit TOA, I might join MAS. Argued with him again. Not bout that idiot Ken, but bout something else. (Sigh) it’s always like this. Always at the month when it’s my birthday. Something bad will happen. That’s why I hated my birthday. Wish I’m never born. It’s a sad day. A lot of things happened today. Don’t feel like writing it here. I wrote it in my diary. Finally I’m WRITING a diary. This time I kept it somewhere safe. The diary all contains about my boyfriend and me. He knows my account, so if he opens it, he wouldn’t know. You guys won’t know either. It’s too sad and I wanna write it instead of telling it to the whole world.
