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13^th August – Sunday

Looking at how things are, I don’t have mood to do anything. It’s already Sunday and I did nothing but watch movies the whole three days. I didn’t do my figure, no typography, no studying for my Ad Prin, nothing. Normally my routine would be finishing my figure on weekends but not now. Things haven’t been great with my boyfriend either. Ever since that day we argued, it had gotten cold. I haven’t been talking much to him a lot too. Every time I talk to him, I’d feel like crying. What’s happening to us? We are drifting apart. He’ll come next week. Supposing today, but I didn’t wanna see him. It’s been 3 months since his last visit. I told him I got a lot of stuff to do this weekend. Wonder if I can postpone till end of this month. Or even better, next month. Another month makes no difference. Or maybe… forever…

I can’t sleep, everything I ever know,

Is a lie, without you,

I can’t breathe, when my heart is broke in two,

There’s no beat, without you.

YOU’RE NOT GONE,

BUT YOU’RE NOT HERE,

At least that’s the way it seems tonight,

IF WE COULD TRY TO END THESE WARS,

I KNOW THAT WE CAN MAKE IT RIGHT.

I DON’T WANNA FIGHT NO MORE,

I FORGOT WHAT WE WERE FIGHTING FOR,

AND THIS LONELINESS THAT’S IN MY HEART,

WON’T LET ME BE APART FROM YOU,

I DON’T WANNA HAVE TO TRY,

TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE,

SO I’M HOPING WE CAN START TONIGHT,

CAUSE I DON’T WANNA FIGHT NO MORE.

Suddenly I got the urge to listen to Westlife. It’s been so long. I remember Jelly and I used to be crazy bout 911, Lee. Haha… I still think he’s cute, even now. We even say we’d want our car to be LEE 911. Now we know its not possible. Naïve and kids…she’s the only person I can trust and my one and only best friend. (Hug hug)

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