The Useless Me
21st July – Friday
Went to Klang with mom to see the condo. Mom’s supposed to give back the deposit to the tenant and look around the house. I saw the tiles at the master bedroom. My goodness! It was coming off. Like it’s been washed with ubat or something. It was pretty bad and the toilet’s leaking too. How the heck they use the house? Mom’s pretty upset about it. The first thing that comes into her head is money. Anyway, she asked and talked to the tenant, and she said it’s not their fault. Duh, she’s been staying there for a year and it’s not her fault? Mom asked for repair. The repairman said has to hack the toilet and change the tiles. It takes around 2thousand bucks. She was in shocked it was so much. We’re already having bit problem and now THIS?!? We went back at 8 – 9pm and dad’s been calling to ask when we’re coming back. All he knows is to rush people. What the heck. When we got back to Subang, we went somewhere to eat the so-called famous clay pot chicken rice. My parents argued on the way there. Mom, as usual would shout at dad. And dad would shout back. Both are so bloody stubborn and don’t wanna lose to each other, so they fight laa. Leaving me behind listening to them as usual. It was so embarrassing and other cars that passed by were like, watching them. I actually hid myself and lie down. (Sigh) it’s always the money problem. I’m starting to feel like ever since I come to college, all I brought home everyday is bad moods for everyone. They always complain, especially mom. EVERYDAY. She’s nagging me bout money every single day. Aunt who’s suppose to be the rich one, starts to complain too. I’m beginning to worry if I will graduate with my friends too. Told them to get the loan, mom doesn’t want. Dad doesn’t have the payment paper or something. (Sigh) I may wanna stop studying and start working. I’m more stress now and think a lot. Mom even shouts and cries in her sleep at night. All because of me… unfortunately for mom, I’m the stupid one and the most useless. I can’t do anything much to help. Unlike my other cousins…
July 24th, 2006 at 5:24 am
hey..dunt tink about the money so much lar…cos i also got prob with money..but i dunt care..i wan to study!..anything just study first lar!..dunt tink of werk first…set inside ur mine,after graduate u goin to make more than double amount of money that u have hilang when u study!..yeah..it werks for me thou!…heheh…after read this msg..delete it..taknak orang lain baca..this msg is especially for u as a fren…ape lagi!..delete lar!…hahaha
July 27th, 2006 at 5:01 am
NO way! I’m gonna keep everyone’s comment here. No deleting unless its a bad a comment laa.
July 30th, 2006 at 4:10 am
Mei ling, still remember who i am ?
Things will get better. Nothing will be perfect from the start. U have to study hard so that ur parent’s effort would be worthwhile.
August 3rd, 2006 at 4:57 am
No i don’t remember who are you. I remember who’s Wei Yen laa…