The day for me to pissed off
22nd July – Saturday
I’m supposed to have a group shooting for the Prin Ad thingy. I woke up at 8am. It was so early and what the hell, I waited till 11am. Still not a shadow come and I called one of my member what happened. And you know what she said? She said “Hah? You don’t know we changed time already arr? We changed to 12pm already mah. XXX didn’t tell you meh?” I was blurring and felt like an idiot. I was so fucking pissed off and wanted to go back. I left the scarf and went to cyber café. I was damn fucking angry and disappointed. For a moment, I really wanted to quit my group and do everything my own. I messaged my boyfriend and told him that. When I told him, I really felt like crying. It was so hard to NOT cry. Especially not in front of strangers. Can’t describe the feelings that time but it was really really bad and sad and hurt. I didn’t say anything when they come late for meetings. I didn’t say anything when they did something and didn’t tell me. I didn’t say anything when they decide something without discussing it with me first. I’ve been very patient with them and now this is the entire fuck I get from them? What the hell… I went and played maple. I was so angry that I ‘killed’ my character and kill the monsters like I kill people. Relieve all my angers at them. And when they finally online, all the sorries come and this laa, that laa. What’s done is done. I don’t even feel like talking to them. Just pretend I’m busy. I finally told them to at least shoot the night time at the café. But model’s busy. So I can’t blame them on this. But in the end, we did some shooting at the cafe. Our model’s a really pretty girl. I kinda admire her looks. She got the looks and body. Cool… anyway, we were shooting and there’s this guy asking if he can take pictures of us and him. So I just let him take. Then his friend came and took a picture with our model. Haha… that proves our model is really pretty. Cool… we chose the right person. To think of it, I think she’s the prettiest in my batch. Really ‘chun’. The singers at the café are nice too. They know we’re doing assignment there because we kept shooting them and they noticed. And what’s really really cool is that a guy actually proposed a girl there. He went up the stage and took the mic. I was actually wondering what’s he gonna sing. But instead of singing, he said “xxx, will you marry me?” OMG!!! It was sooooo romantic! We cheered for him. I shoot their pics and hopefully, maybe it’ll help in our project. Few minutes later, the guy gave the gal a big bunch or flower and I was HOPING they’d kiss. I wanna shoot the moment. But too bad, they didn’t. Later, the gal came and asked if we can send to her the part I shot their pics. Hehe… the food there’s pretty nice. And we celebrated one of my group’s bday. The singers even sang bday for her. It was ok and the singers are good. Good voice too.
