My warming brother!
27th June – Tuesday
(2am) I wanted to talk to someone. That time, I felt so so so lonely and I desperately needed someone. I was going through my phone list and I noticed I don’t have anyone to talk to. How sad and pathetic. Bet I’m gonna grow up to be like my mom. Alone, old and sad. I decided to try and sms my kor kor. I never thought he’d reply. I always thought he’d be bz with his work and his love life. When he called I was more shocked and surprised. I was very happy too. During school and even now, he’s like a real brother to me. So nice and caring. After since he got the girlfriend, I didn’t really wanna bother him. But anyway, we talked. I was having trouble with my group, he gave me advice and it was wise. When I was talking to him, I felt I’m closer to him than my own family. They never bother about my life or anything. Even though he’s just my god-brother, he’s like a real brother to me. A brother, a friend, and a family. If only I have REAL brother or sister, that’d be great. I wouldn’t have to feel so lonely and pathetic. When Fat told me his sister gave him an I-Pod, and how he helped his sister when they were young, I felt he’s so lucky. Even my other friend, Chicken. His sister got so worried of him when he net an accident. Bet if I met an accident, nobody would even notice me that I’m gone…
June 29th, 2006 at 4:33 am
silly billy, dont be silly. everyone cares for you, its just that we have different ways to show u! anyways, we should go makan together someday, so long never talk to u aredi. lol.
AND CONGRATS on being a group leader! Dont worry la, it takes practice to be a good leader, u r on ur way there judging by the way u ignore me in the library. So serious. LOL.
Just delegate the tasks , brainSTORM together gether AND KICK ASS! Mwahahha
June 29th, 2006 at 6:36 am
who the hell say no one will notice?
LOL, stop urself from thinking this way la…
btw cheers. we all care bout you, just in a diff way~ (like wat ah yee said)
June 29th, 2006 at 6:56 am
hey…wat my sis gave me is only an ipod…it just a thing..mayb ur father and mother dunno how to show u their love…but deep inside their heart..u r the only angel that they really love..trust me..if my sis dont love me but still give me an ipod,i rather throw the ipod away to get their love..yeah!..emo giler…
June 29th, 2006 at 11:39 am
come come, my shoulder is ready for u to lie on, or u wan my chest?hahaha! ^^ anything tat u not really happy about it can tell me la, im a good listener =) U noe, i owez care about u, mostly wat u ask i will YENG SENG geh~ rite? ^^ Anywayz, jz wat i owez said to my frenz ” DON worry, BE happy.”
June 29th, 2006 at 8:16 pm
Hey.. I care for u too.. Call me anitime…. I will be there… I can’t call u cause recently i am very busy with my college… Wanna call and meet up but scared no time.. One day when u free… We meet up at Sunway… We go jolly jolly… Strictly u and me.. Hehehe.. No boys allowed.. Hahaha… Take him along.. I wanna meet my future brother in law… Call me anitime u need me.. I am here..
-Kelly-
June 29th, 2006 at 11:56 pm
JaCkie..do u knw tat i alwaz like to read your blog ,so tat i knw wat is goin on..wth you nowdays..is juz tat..we r not so close..doesnt mean..i dont care abt u or wont..care for u..JacKie..u got the Great Potential to become a Great Leader..Focus..ya..and rember to SMile..More..(>_~)..everything will be fine…n tis is wat we call a LIfe..everyone leads a diff life..n Evryone of us is SPEaCIAL..n u r someone Speacial..so..Cheer up…n be a happy..person..n think Positively in evrything tat hapen to us..(^_^).
July 12th, 2006 at 8:26 am
heyhey..dont feel that way.. people do care for you.sometimes people feel that way bcause nobody’s have time to spend with you or something like that but look at it this way that you still have friend that care for you..sometimes i feel that way but just try to to be optimistic..sometimes i feel that way but i always try to look on the brighter side of life. cheer up girl.. see so many ppl post comments to show that they do care for you..stay strong..
July 20th, 2006 at 5:17 am
OMG!!! You guys really read my blog?!? (T.T) And i thought no one would even bother to read bout my stupid life. i was bout to be in tears when i saw so many people post their comments here. I’m so touched…
July 24th, 2006 at 7:43 pm
hey gal… wow.. nvr tot tat juz n hr of talkin would make u wrote so much in here.. but hey, evry1 cares bout u alrite.. im bz wit my stuffs but stil wheneve u want a talk, i wil b ther.. cos i oso treat u s my own real sis..
cheerz.. =)
August 2nd, 2006 at 4:43 am
I’m so HAPPYYYYYY!!!!!!!!(T.T)