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27^th June – Tuesday

(2am) I wanted to talk to someone. That time, I felt so so so lonely and I desperately needed someone. I was going through my phone list and I noticed I don’t have anyone to talk to. How sad and pathetic. Bet I’m gonna grow up to be like my mom. Alone, old and sad. I decided to try and sms my kor kor. I never thought he’d reply. I always thought he’d be bz with his work and his love life. When he called I was more shocked and surprised. I was very happy too. During school and even now, he’s like a real brother to me. So nice and caring. After since he got the girlfriend, I didn’t really wanna bother him. But anyway, we talked. I was having trouble with my group, he gave me advice and it was wise. When I was talking to him, I felt I’m closer to him than my own family. They never bother about my life or anything. Even though he’s just my god-brother, he’s like a real brother to me. A brother, a friend, and a family. If only I have REAL brother or sister, that’d be great. I wouldn’t have to feel so lonely and pathetic. When Fat told me his sister gave him an I-Pod, and how he helped his sister when they were young, I felt he’s so lucky. Even my other friend, Chicken. His sister got so worried of him when he net an accident. Bet if I met an accident, nobody would even notice me that I’m gone…

25th June – Sunday
Went for SS17 Hari Kantin. It was SO boring. Snoopy went there too. I was kinda surprised he went. Then I met Sze Yeong aka Adam. Yeah… I was so surprised his name is same as my boyfriend. I wanted to say that but decided not to. So I prefer to call him sze yeong. I was the one that invited him to the Hari Kantin. I thought he’d bring his friends but he’s alone. I wanted to talk to snoopy so much but he was there and I felt bad for leaving him alone like that. I kinda missed snoopy a lot. I was pretty disappointed that I didn’t get to talk to him. And when I finally get the chance to talk to him, he wanna leave. (sigh)
After that I went to watch Scary movie4 with Hamtaro. The show was freaking stupid and funny!

25th June – Sunday Went for SS17 Hari Kantin. It was SO boring. Snoopy went there too. I was kinda surprised he went. Then I met Sze Yeong aka Adam. Yeah… I was so surprised his name is same as my boyfriend. I wanted to say that but decided not to. So I prefer to call him sze yeong. I was the one that invited him to the Hari Kantin. I thought he’d bring his friends but he’s alone. I wanted to talk to snoopy so much but he was there and I felt bad for leaving him alone like that. I kinda missed snoopy a lot. I was pretty disappointed that I didn’t get to talk to him. And when I finally get the chance to talk to him, he wanna leave. (sigh) After that I went to watch Scary movie4 with Hamtaro. The show was freaking stupid and funny!

24^th June – Saturday

Purposely went to campus to give the stupid permission letter for the Ad Prin. We decided to do the restaurant my cousin have. I was suppose to go my fren’s house and take back my umbrella but played maple for ‘awhile’.

23^rd June – Friday

Went to cyber café to play Maple. I played for 6 hours. Because today got double exp. And I bought the double exp. So all together is 4x exp. Muahahahahaha!!! Watched Road Vacation with my parents. The show was ok ok only laa. Not as funny as dad would say “you’d laugh your head off” uhm…err…(-_-“”)

19th June – Monday

Computer class. We need to pass up our 1st assignment. Oh my God! I trashed it already! So I panicked and I was thinking that I have to redo the whole thing again. The stupid man. Then something miracle happened. The management come and said they have to shut down all the computers to do something and it lasted for dunno how long. So Tay said we can pass up next week! Woo hoo!!! I held my 1st meeting for the Ad Prin thingy. My 1st time to be a leader. I suck at it. I was so blur the whole time and so nervous.

18th June – Sunday He wanna go back at 12pm. I want him to stay longer so I merajuk la. He’s ok with pujuking me. He knows how to make me laugh. So I kept merajuking and takes his time. So finally he stayed back and it took him 1 hour to pujuk me and make me happy. He’s so sweet…He went back at 1pm. I’m gonna miss him…(sob sob)

17th June – Saturday
I was killing my Sims when he called and asked what I was doing. So I told him my parents went out and I’m alone in the house. Suddenly he told me he wanna come. I don’t let him to come. I promised my mom and aunt I’d take care of the house and never let anyone in. by the time I said “I don’t care. You’re not coming here and that’s final. I’m not gonna open the door for you when you come”, he said he’s already half way here! He’s as stubborn as me. Ish… so he came at 1:30am and well, I HAVE TO open the door for him. Tak sampai hati to let him sleep outside mah.

16^th June – Friday

I went to Kimmy’s house to play Maple Story. I’m so addicted to it! Its so nice! Esp when I level up already. Omg!!! And Kimmy’s trying to kill my character! How could he!!! He let little Jackie fall from top to the bottom during the jumping quest and he’d say Opps… Then he lost my trust towards him and I decided to let kimmy’s sister play. She did it! Yay!!!

Anyway, at last my new computer came. I’m the one that told him to come at 6pm. Mom’s not happy with it. Alamak… they just come and fix the computer mah. Like that also wanna scold. She sengaja scold me in front of them and embarrassed me in front of them. She doesn’t even respect me and jaga MY air muka. Bit of things also wanna scold. Have boyfriend also cannot. See la, 1 day I become lesbian and marry a girl. Bet she’d be happy. My goodness… I told the guy to install Sims2 for me. I can kill my SIMS now! Muahahahahaha!!!! KILL THEM! KILLLLLLL!!!!!!!

15^th June – Thursday

That idiot Malay guy again. Every time I see him, sure angry. Bloody racist guy. Today I stayed back to do bit of work and went online for a while at the MM1. And I saw him. He’s alone as usual. So that time it’s just me and him. Cacing went back already because he finished his work. So after what happened last time (the Chinese song thingy. Long story. Lazy to repeat la) I just do my work quietly. Then a bunch of Term 3 juniors came in.1 of them opened their song and suddenly he turned on his fucking music to the max again like last time. Damn him!!! He thinks he’s so great and big just because he’s a senior and elder than us. Fuck laa! If he’s so bloody great, he wouldn’t have to retake this subject! Padan muka him for failing the subject! It was quite awhile when that happens and it’s beginning to get into my nerves. I felt like punching him on the face flat and tell him to shut the fucking music up. Then suddenly 1 of the junior (guy) went up to him.

Junior   : Uhm… can you –

Racist   : Ahhh…Yala yala!

Junior   : Can turn the music soft bit arr?

Racist   : I know laa. Yala yala! (angrily)

I felt pity for the poor kid. Useless asshole!!!