My scary day at hospital
17th April 2006 – Monday
Went to the hospital to Doctor Pathma. It was so awkward. He’s a MAN! He said need operation. It’s very big. I got scared. What if they’ll be a scar after the operation? What if I die there? What if I can’t wake up forever? I don’t wanna die yet! I haven’t even been to Japan yet! The nurse told me to get my blood sample. I was scared! That means INJECTIONS!!! NOOO!!! I waited there, and the lady was to take my blood sample kept talking to me. She was very nice. I told her I’m scared of injections and she told me not to look when she poke it. My goodness, it was like stabbing a knife into the hand. She asked: How long u’ve known about the lump? Me: (crying)I dunno… She: okok.. try and relax. So, u know how big it is? Me: (still crying)I dunno… then it was ok. Thinking about it now, it was kinda embarrassing.
“Our lovely Melody just passed away”(8:44pm). My cousin sent me that message. I was really sad. I loved Melody like my own dog. Used to bathe her if I go Kepong, and I’d sleep with her every time I see her. It’s so sad. She’s been feeling not well when I saw her on Sat and Sun. but I thought she’s gonna be ok after seeing the vet. But my cousin said if she’s still not eating well, it’s time for her. I heard the dog’s very old. 15 years. And what’s sad is, Melody left after seeing her owner, Linda. Linda’s been taking care of her since she was still a puppy at Australia and then she brought Melody to Kepong. Melody didn’t see Linda for a very long time. And after seeing Linda went back to Australia, she passed away. It’s like ‘I wanna see her before I go in peace’. May you rest in peace with your husband, Jay-Jay.
