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14^th May 2006 – Sunday

Mother’s Day. Spent the whole day with mom. I didn’t wish her though. It’s kinda awkward. Went to eat dim sum at mid valley with mom, peter and genie. Peter called aunt and wished her mother’s day, so I wished her too but somehow, it’s kinda awkward too. But I did make her bit happier than other days. She was talking to genie about babies and suddenly I’m included in their topic. Mom was telling her how I walked when I was a baby. I didn’t walk like normal babies. There was something wrong with my legs, and she had to send me to a baby center to make me learn how to walk. I don’t remember any of those. To think back now, I had a sad childhood. Mom does everything. Dad don’t like me and never bother about me. I know that time, mom loves me very much. Mom took me in without letting dad know. She took his IC and register as my parents. I heard that told me that time, he was very angry mom did that. So he doesn’t really bother much about me. In my head, mom does all the happy things(and sad things too. Like hit me with a rotan till it bleed, and people would ask about it). Dad’s like never exist in my head. My birthdays, he doesn’t remember and he’s not there to celebrate it with me. When I was 7 years old, mom turned off the lights and bought me a birthday cake. She even bought me a pink bag with Barbie on it. It was so happy. Mom sang happy birthday, and I even kissed her. It’s so happy and sweet. All without dad. I don’t know where he was, and I don’t care. But as years passed by, things have slowly started to change. Mom’s not like that anymore, always yelling and shouting, dad’s still the same, minding his own business. Sometimes I wished my parents are like any other parents, joke with their kids, talk about our lives, hang out happily with each other… but life’s not perfect. I’m glad to have one rather than starve on the streets.

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