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It was the day when we gotta show our "why not". Elaine and jeremiah came. anyway, i was damn angry at the blue guy(i know, u know sudahlah). first of all, he was late. i thought he was having the projector. i was damn angry at him coz we were all waiting for his bloody projector. i sent him a msg. i wrote "GET THE FUCK HERE LA!!! THE WHOLE WORLD IS WAITING FOR YOUR FUCKING PROJECTOR!!!!" in the end, may ann brought it and saved us. at first, i was still angry at  him for being late. so, i din talk 2 him. then, when he got the msg, he’s kinda pissed off(who wudn’t?) wif the msg and asked me: wat u send? i said sumthing which i forgot. then he said sumthing like: the projector is with may ann. and dun talk to me like dat. i said: at least come abit earlier la. then he showed me dat bloody face and i said: ur always late. well, he is!!! has he ever come on time or be earlier?! NEVER! and when he comes late for the meetings, he’ll come in with the fucking face and start bossing around. esp abby. i felt pity for abby cos he dont respect abby at all! wat a bitch! he’s not the leader and he dont even respect his own leader. he thinks we cant go on without him. fuck off laa!!! the world is better without him! i’m not the only one who thinks like dat! i was fucking pissed off with him laa! great! i’ve juz made an enemy. i dun even care. if you dun respect other people, dun even hope dat i can respect you. he’s rude, he’s selfish, and he’s arrogant. PLEASE laa…anyway, i dun even wanna bother too much bout it. i’m not gonna see him anymore. 2/3 more weeks and i dun see him anymore. i’m GLAD! i dun have to see wee kang anymore too(HOORAY) and other people dat i dun wanna see. wether they like or dun like me, i dun even care! cant wait to finish the foundation and get rid of these people.

another thing is dat, cacing’s group coudn’t play their show cos sum technical probs appear. pity them. but cacing brought a HUGE TV and sumone(i think it’s shaun’s) brought a PS2. we ended up playing ps2 instead. hehe.. really wanna see theirs cos they’ve been very quiet bout it. 

my boyfriend’s actually in pyramid doing his prayer now. i’m in the mm2 lab alone now, typing this blog. it feels much better to say it out. although i know the blue guy will read it, SO?!? i dun even care if he wanna read it or not. it’s my blog and i wanna tell the world. so wat? <sigh> it’s so frustrating.

i went to watch "i not stupid too" with elaine. it’s really nice and touching! i even cried in the cinema. it’s very meaningful. hope dat my parents are there to watch it with me. sumhow, when i watched it, i hope it happens to me. my parents dun care bout me, dun bother bout me, dun praise me. all they do is to criticise me. dat’s why, i dun like my home. i dun like my parents, i dun like my birthday. i felt like telling them, i need my own space and privacy. <sigh>

anyway, gotta go now. my boyfriend’s called. chiao…

I didn’t sleep the whole nite! Do the stupid Design 3 la. i did the less is more for valerius(he helped me do perspective.hehe…).i sux at perspective. i did metamorfosis(watever la.i’m damn blur edy) and i’m really satisfied with it. just dat d colors r bit different (-_-”””) and i did the balance thingy. it’s bit weird and and it doesn’t look balance. but eathan juz say ok. i need 2 more now.

last nite, i was sms-ing him. and kinda argue with him. i’m stress, so, the words juz come outta my mouth. and he was hurt with it. i pun sakit hati. it’s not dat i wanna argue with him. he la. sendiri cari pasal. he wanted to come here. so, i was worried bout him. he told me not to worry too much, but i cant help it. so, i pun say this and that, and then i merajuk. then he ended up crying. and i ended up pujuking him. in the end, he’s coming here this saturday! i’m so happy! it’s been 3months i haven’t seen him and i’m so looking forward to seeing him again!!! i’m so happy! so, even if i stress and marah marah now, i’m still happy coz i’m gonna meet him this saturday! muahahahaha!!! i miss him so much!!!(^.^)

i’m actually in the comp graph doin class assignment. but i’m so blur. not enough sleep, so it’s like masuk telinga kiri, keluar telinga kanan. i did my thumbs. and the butcher said it looks neat thumb(hooray!!!) if he reject ar, i’m gonna kill his dog!
gotta go start asking people how to do the bloody assignment. chiao…

I got my first blog (finally)(-_-”””’) and it’s created by valerius. I’m so useless. anyway, here goes my life from now on. since i cant have a diary at home(my mom READS it!), i’ll have my own diary here, but everyone gets to read it. uhm… mind me. i’m just too excited!

there’s so bloody loadsa assignments to catch up. 1st of all, design3. still got 4 more to go! aarrgh!!! and got perspective class. dunno wat the **** he teach. teach and go. dun even understand wat he draw.

i miss him so much!!! hope to see him soon. he told me he’d be coming next or this sunday. but i’m busy… so many final projects all at the same time!!! (T.T) waaaaaa!!!!

i’m freaking hungry now. gotta go eat 1st. till next time. diary!