He’s sick~ His heart is weak and the beating of his heart is unstable~ He doesnt wanna burden me and waste my life on him~ He just found out tht he’s sick after we got together~ He’d be goin for a minor operation next week and a major one nxt year~ Why is he so selfish!? All he say is “I have to.. i have to..” What bout me? I wont be hurt?

Every morning i wake up wishing its just a nightmare~ But whn i open my eyes, reality steps in and warm tears flow into my eyes… He left… He’s no longer with me~ The love is still there but will not bond us back…

I’ve lost the hope and faith for love…

…. hurts… Really bad… I’m hurting from it and yet recovering it myself…

The only song that can describe my feelings now is Hurt - Christina Aguilera…

Waiting for your call, I’m sick, call I’m angry
call I’m desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It’s playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet

Like when we would meet

This is the new song pops into my head recently~ My new fav song~ I just love the chorus~ Most of all, its the guitar sound + sound of them~ It gives me such a warm feeling listening to it~ =D Thnx to susu for recommending this song to me~ =x

25th September 2008 - Thursday

Went to class for critique~ Rejected T_T~ He says he wants how we used their money for the last year, not what they are DOING~ My idea was practically what they are doing past year AND now~ In short, he want us to a report bout ‘result’ of the past year activities~ I think… More in general of wad greenpeace did~ Last time magazine, Leon asked us to narrow it down to deeper subject~ More detail things in magazine~ So this term i tried going for more detailed stuff but he wanted something more general~ *sighs*

3 more weeks to go~It totally sux man~ I went back hide in a corner and cried myself silly~ I think i’ll be pulling all my hair off till i go bald T_T~ REPORT AR REPORT!!!

After dinner i was still kinda down and blur (I nap till nearly 9pm ~_~) suddenly mom said the magic words, “aunt made liu lian ice cream~ Its in the freezer” Wah i terus semangat liao even though i just had my dinner and was dam full~ NEVA say no to LIU LIAN ICE CREAM WAHAHAHAHAHA! The best thing is, if its made from aunt, the liu lian taste is much stronger than de ones we buy outside~ I’m not a durian freak but i can never say no to the ice cream~ Aahh… just what i need at this time to cool me down~ Ice cream >_< (Had 2 cups of it~ Syiok syiok)

Want one? Go to geocities.com/testiflash - Birthday!

I seriously canot let go of this post~ I found it pretty funny~ >_< Its taken from Callister’s blog and i was LMAO-ing at it~ A teacher trying to teach good manners, asked her students the following question:

22nd September 2008 - Monday

Blardie biatch~ Woke up dam early not cos of my alarm but cos of the maid / aunty behind my hse talking fwarking loudly like nobody’s business~ Even my alarm also not that loud~ I’m suppose to wake up at 8:30am but the sound of pipipopo here n there woke me up at 7:50-8am niama~ Eh i knw lar they wana chat but SOME of us are still aslp somewhere ok~ At least be considerate bit and talk SOFTLY~ Duno how to turn the volumn down 1 lor~ Mahai last night edy slp fwarking late den those biatch behind my hse talkin so dam loud~ Woke up feeling dam pissed liao~ Feels like opening the window and shout “WOI DIAM BOLEH TAK~ ORANG MASIH TIDUR LAR MA JII BAI SOHAI~ MAU CAKAP MASUK RUMAH CAKAP LAR NA BEH“~ Seriously beh tahan them~

Came back thought can take my nap in peace~ I came back ard 12:30pm and after having lunch I went to my bedroom for naps~ Mahai those biatch start again~ This time is not talk~ They keep playing their ringtone~ Walao~ Ok lar if they wanna test those ringtones, fine, but they keep repeating the same thing over n over again for i think 30mins - 1hour~ If its a song ok lar, but niama its those defaulted ringtone~ Duno wads so nice bout it walan~ If tomoro they do it again i seriously gonna open my window and ask them to shut the fckg mouth liao~ Mahai dam those biatches~ =_=lll

I will post lesser here cos…

1) its not convenient
2) Some things are not meant to be seen
3) Lazy to post both sides (personal and frenster blog)

Situation:
You are in a deep deep forest… as you walk on you saw an old hut standing there…

(1) What is the status of the door? (Opened/closed)
Closed

(2) You enter the hut and see a table… What is the shape of the table? (Round/Oval/Square/Rectangle/Triangle)
Round 

(3) On top of the table there is a vase… in the vase there is water. How much water is it filled up with? (Full/Half/Empty) 
Half empty

(4) And what is the vase made of? (Glass/porcelain/clay) (metal/plastic/wood)

Glass

(5) You walk out of the hut… as you carry on your walk in the forest... you see a waterfall from far… there is water running down…
What is the speed of the water? (Choose a number ranging from 0 to 10)
5

(6) Some time after the waterfall… you step on something hard on the ground… as you look down… you see glistening gold in colour. You bend down and pick it up… it is a keychain chained with keys…
How many key /keys you see hanging on the keychain? (Choose a number ranging from 1 to 10)
1

(7)You walk on and on… trying to find your way out…suddenly you see a castle.
What is the condition of the castle?　(Old/new)
Old

(8) You enter the castle and saw a pool of murky water with shining jewels floating on it…Will you pick up the jewel?　(YES/NO)
No

(9) Next to the murky pool… there’s another pool… with clear water and money floating on it…
Will you pick the money?　(YES/NO)
No

(10) Walking to the end of the castle there is an exit…you proceed to walk out of the castle. Outside the exit, there is big garden; you see a box on the ground.
What is the size of the box? (small/medium/big)
Small　　

(11) What is the material of the box? (cardboard/paper/wooden/metal)
Cardboard

(12) There is a bridge in the garden some distance away from the box, What is the bridge made of?
(metal/wooden/rattan)
Wooden

(13) Across the bridge, there is a horse. What is the colour of the horse? (white/grey/brown/black)
Black

(14) What is the horse doing? (still and quiet/nibbling grass/running about)
Still and quiet

(15) OH NO!!! There is a tornado coming… some distance from the horse. You have 3 options:
(i) run and hide in the box?
(ii) run and hide under the bridge?
(iii) run to the horse, ride on and gallop away?
(i) run and hide in the box?

*answers shall be revealed in next post~*

I found this 99% true of myself~

Simple Plan - Happy Together

Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night
It’s only right
To think about the girl you love
And hold her tight
So happy together
If I should call you up
Invest a dime
And you say you belong to me
And ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be
So very fine
So happy together
{Refrain}
I can’t see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you’re with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life
Me and you
And you and me
No matter how they tossed the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together
{Refrain}
Me and you
And you and me
No matter how they tossed the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together
Me and you
And you and me
No matter how they tossed the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together
So happy together
How is the weather
So happy together
We’re happy together
So happy together…

This is the simple plan version~ Kinda rocky but its nice >_<
This song came out while i was yam cha-ing with a friend~ It just pop out into my head~